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Finding a job but to no avail. I am having a really hard time typing this because i think I am having Flu. Anyway, Holidays are boring and i somewhat wish for us to go back to school. Then again, i really need a job. Tsk. Other than that, i am feeling Down. Some may know the reason, some may not. But to whomever it is concerning, you may or may not know why. You asked me to not do that and do this and i listened, but when i do this, it’s the same. So whats the point. Sigh. Alright, imma go play Left 4 Dead with Goo Young now. Later everyone.

So its 1:38am in the morning of the day i am supposed to take my E-Math O Level Paper 1 Exam. I really hope i get a B3. I don’t expect myself to get an A but wouldn’t hurt right? Hmm. I wonder if i should use my usual sharing tactics and tweet this to Twitter and Share this link on facebook. But yeah, i guess i’ll go along with it. I am yet again confused, to what is right and to what is wrong? Who defines the laws of the earth? God?, i dont think so. We “science” are searching for logical explanations instead of it being a natural power, there must be an explanation to everything, but i guess somethings cant be explained. Can you explain emotions? Well technically yes, but why were we given emotions? You cant explain that now can you.

Fate is another thing. Do you believe in Fate/Destiny? Interesting thing to tamper with.

So from this point onwards anything that i do is soley on what i choose to do, even if i fail in life its none of your fault, even if i die its no one’s fault, It just happens.

So i should be heading to sleep now, Mumble again another time.

-Zane

P.S. I love you both, good luck and best wishes for exams. D’s

So i was intending to do a new class video with all the facebook pictures, i was actually intending to do a 1080p version but then i find out that all the pictures were downsized so boohoo, no 1080p video for you guys. ^_^ Until i get the original pictures from Cheryl or something. So the title of this post is Orchestra Music because i am listening to them. The Phoenix Wright Orchestra Songs are really nice and good. I love the way the play em. Go Go go. You can get the files from here if you want to know what i am listening to. Just download the Album’s did by the Orchestra. Today well is pretty boring, i’ve been sitting here since i woke up at 12pm. I have spent 12hours on the PC and i have no idea what i have been doing. I am fucking wasting my time away, i dont know why. I dont know what the fuck to study for IED and its pretty much irritating me much. Everytime i think of E-Math i get irritated. Tsk. Someone Shoot me. Anyway, imma go back to stoning again. Bye.

–Zane.

Today is the 15th of October, Last viable post was entered on the 8th of October via Desktop.

Hmm. Hmm and Hmm. Wonder what i should blog about. Today my phone got taken by blah. Irritating actually. But meh. Thanks to Goo Young for the Shoe’s, Aaron and I will get you what you wanted in return. ( I hope this pair of shoes last.) I am kinda sad actually, when i look at my current blog. Although i love the hosting, i am sad to see that all my previous posts are gone, they were meant to be a “memory” of what i have been doing. Really Sad and its not like i can go “fetch” them from my brain again, different situations for different posts.

Thinking about life lately has made me realized that Emotions are exceptionally important, Bonds too. I am talking about Friendship, Relationship and Trust.

Since we’re the only class who has lessons in school, the other secondary 4 mate’s have been coming back to school without an exception of —–. I dont like it when i see you with him, you can find a better guy. But its your choice, i have no control. Even ——– would agree with me. Take care of yourself silly girl. I’ll always be here for you.

Studies, i wonder if i really do have a goal. I wonder if it really is necessary to have a goal. To have a goal what does it mean, even though it motivates you for awhile and then it stops just because you cant do it immediately and you have to wait, this is what is happening to me. I want to do my goal immediately or maybe not that immediately but not too long either, i feel like i have been waiting a real long time then usual to achieve the goal.

Intriguness
This post has been split into alot of pargraphs so i guess you cant really call this a blog post anymore but just a seperation of the thoughts in my mind right now. Lying on the bed helps to relieve the thoughts stuck in your head and helps you evaluate rationally on how issues or problems or sometimes even everyday life things can be solved. 11:30, tick tock, tick tock. My mind is really blank now, nothing much to think about other than what i said above.

Frowns
Thank you you, very much for that hug, i really needed that and i will treasure that as a fond memory of mind.

Memories
Memories are to be kept in your mind, both sad and happy memories, one cant have both. If one does, the balance of life isn’t there and you will feel like something is missing but everything is still actually there in fact. Treasure the happy and precious memories and Treasure the sad and lonely memories too. This is your life, you are only gonna experience it once, the best way to experience it is to try. You need all the emotions and most situations that will cause those emotions to show, then you have “experienced” life and is “completed” to die.

Sleep
Saw an article talking about sleeping late or without sleep at all was bad for your body. I know that, but its my habit. I dont like the day, i prefer the Darkness. ( Somewhat interconnected to relationships)

Relationships
I have absolutely no intention of going into one any time soon and i hope i don’t either, but only time will tell. I guess so. Looking at girls with their FBT’s, Skirts, Mini Skirts is currently my job since i don’t have to be committed to anyone and i am liable for my own comments, Well, my personal comments. ^_^. Whichever guy who tells you that he doesn’t look at girls who are attached/single is obviously lying to you. This is something that almost all guys will generally do.

Don’t really have anything else to blog about, i feel like getting a proper camera to take pictures of everyday life in school, suddenly i feel that i should have treasure my class mates more, even though i’ll be seeing them again next year. I dont really miss the cohord that is about to leave. I technically miss only one person. Other than that, i am fine. Though i have to admit that school is gonna be abit more boring then usual.

On another note, i am usually nicer online then i seem in school, i work better at the computer therefore less irritance, i actually appreciate it being quiet, although i seem really noisy in school. I try not to use alot of vulgarities in my blog since i know that Delia will read it and she’ll get mad because i know that she doesn’t like me or anyone else using vulgarities so i tend to replace the swear words with just harsh words. Good Habit actually. Thinking of alternatives is a great way to stimulate the mind.

Though, on another another note, i am beginning to wonder why life is moving so slow. What am i supposed to do, Does everyone have a “destiny” to fulfill and if so what’s mine? or is this whole “life” based on a equation with random occuring things based on statistics and probability. I guess its time to stop writing now since its getting too long anyway and most of you guys would find it troublesome to read such a long post.

But to those that did read, well Thanks for taking the time to read. I am glad.
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-Zane`[/spoiler]

As, you can see i got the music player back up and if you dont like it well, just stop the song. It’s set to autoplay and loop, its meant for a “sweet” background music and not an annoying one. I’ve been testing the WordPress Plugin’s for FaceBook and Twitter as you can see by the previous posts below. So, most of it is tested and it should be exactly the same as the old blog. One thing is left to do is probably restore some old posts i have saved as html. After all this, i’ll do a SQL backup. =).

School-
Today was a pretty slack day, i slept ALOT. I missed the idiot’s talk and im glad. so after school i was supposed to start my e math but didnt have the motivation to do, sooo basically i didnt really do anything and i fell asleep again. XD. Thats about it.

–/a-z/Zane

Facebook Share Test. Should work.

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EDIT: Okay, good. Twitter tools is working again with the link. so now you guys get to see my new blog posts.

So its about time for me to leave school and i could probably type this post finish really fast. My typing skills are epic, so i’ve been practicing my E-Math lately, kinda neglecting my IED. But i’ll work on it soon enough. Other than that, i think school’s gonna get pretty damn boring because all the Express Classes are gonna go and i hate to say it but i think i’ll kinda miss the “action” all around school. It’s boring being the only Secondary 4 Class in the whole Cohord next week. Boohoo. Which idiotic person didnt think about that, oh well. Its already october, and the exams are in less than a month, what more, i cant confirm that i have a job yet and i need one. God damn it. Anyway, this is just a quickie post before i leave and rush to school. Okay, bye everyone. !

kthxbye//-Zane